Tag Archives: passion

Is It Possible to Go From Scared to Total Peace?

So what happened between my last writings and now? Drama, became a “card carrying” lesbian, dated and multiple break-ups with the same person, love, passion, sex,  pain, an “almost spine surgery”, divorce, tears (lots of ’em), redefining my relationship with … Continue reading

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How Do I DO This?

5/30/12  I had 50 minutes to myself while my son was at swim class. I went to a nearby park and decided to write with my left hand again. This is what I got: How do I DO this? The song drives me crazy … Continue reading

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She Was My Biggest Rejection

5/30/12  My eyes are foggy today. My meditation felt too grounded; I just wanted to fly. I felt stuck and it was a very negative stuck. Something was forcing me down. I can’t keep my mind off Mary. I need it … Continue reading

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I Remember That Night of Passion, Love, Letting Go and Being Me

5/11/12  Mary and I have continued our Facebook chats and I find myself impatiently waiting until we can chat again. After my revelation of what she was all about for me (Love. Passion. Letting Go and Being Me), it is all I … Continue reading

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