Tag Archives: Husband

The Day I Thought My Son Would Be Better Off with His Dad Than with Me

I find it interesting as I come up on my one year anniversary of officially being divorced that I’m remembering so many of the low points of that process which were such great lessons. Today I am remembering the day … Continue reading

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To My Former Husband, I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You and I Love You

I have done a lot of work on myself especially over the last three years. And so much of that work felt selfish. And in all fairness, I suppose it was. Unfortunately in all this work of my self discovery … Continue reading

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I Was Afraid of Him

Today I actually wrote those words in my journal and it surprised the heck out of me. I was actually writing about love when I wrote that I was afraid of him. Strange, huh? I’ve had this idea for three … Continue reading

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How Can I Expect Him to Do Now What I Couldn’t Then?

Now onto Part 2 of my craniosacral therapy session. It was even bigger than the first. The HUGE aha came toward the end of our session. I was talking about a situation with my former husband, Mark this week where … Continue reading

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Be Careful What You Put Out Into the World

I had two major life aha’s today during my craniosacral therapy session (CST). My therapist and I were working once again on my problem left shoulder and my neck. We covered a lot of ground but there were two very … Continue reading

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As Long As You Stay in This Box, It’ll Be OK

My former husband and I have such opposing view points on so many ideas on raising a child. Today I was hit with another one that has stuck with me. I realized my son was going to have to navigate … Continue reading

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Thank You Mom and Dad for Showing Me What I Don’t Want

6/24/12  My family fascinates me. With all of these issues with my Mom going on, there are lights being shone on so many things. I’m seeing it all so clearly with my eyes wide open. My Mom and Dad’s relationship … Continue reading

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The Truth Wants to Come Out

6/12/12  I’m nervous about my coaching session with Michael A today. My screenplay wasn’t quite finished since I was getting stuck at how my husband would react to me saying I was gay. During our coaching session we discussed me being stuck … Continue reading

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The Questions Go Round and Round

6/7/12   I’m having a hard time writing my screenplay, “I’m Coming Out. The Truth Hurts”. When it comes time to actually write it down on a piece of paper, I keep doubting whether I’m gay or not. After my visit … Continue reading

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Time for a Little Diversion

6/1/12  The day for the birthday surprise had finally arrived. I was able to make the flight to Massachusetts work out, I had organized the babysitter for my son Friday and Monday and my husband filled in on the balance … Continue reading

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