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Anger Scares Me

I recently found my limit of anger and it scared me. My insides turned, my instinct was to remove myself from the situation and get out. It was a Wednesday night and I had just come from volunteering with an … Continue reading

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He Makes Me Feel Inadequate

That word kept flying around in my head after having dinner with my former husband, Mark and my son, Alex. Alex had just gotten back from his third-grade campout and I thought it was a good idea to invite Mark … Continue reading

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Parenting and Divorce

One universal thing I’ve learned about parenting…it’s not easy. And yet it has been my greatest teacher. Now add a divorce in the mix and it gets even more complicated. My former husband, Mark and I have disagreed on our … Continue reading

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Is a good deed still a good deed if the motivation behind it is for personal benefit?

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Here We Go Round Again

I have been dealing with neck pain for two years now. It was a year ago on April 1 when I felt a lightning bolt go through my body and I knew I had a very serious neck issue that … Continue reading

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With Practice It Gets Easy to Love Everyone…Even Your Enemies

My former husband, Mark has been great training with this lesson. Ok calling him an enemy is very extreme but it makes for a catchy title. It’s easy to stay in negativity, anger, hatred, etc when you’ve been wounded by … Continue reading

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Sometimes Going Back You Realize You Had to Go thru Some Shit to Get to the Good Stuff

I was brought back to a previous post that I did which is still the number one read post of all the ones I have since done here: I’m Scared It’s really wild to see that I wrote these words three … Continue reading

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It’s Time to Continue the Journey. Won’t You Join Me for the Ride?

January 31, 2013 I have been busy living and not reliving the past. So my writing here had stopped. Now however, I am more prepared than ever to “go back there” and relive it all. If it helps one person … Continue reading

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I Swore I Saw Her

5/1/12  It had been a busy day at the Disney parks so my son and I were taking it easy in the pool at Animal Kingdom Lodge while my husband took a nap. And suddenly I looked up and I swear I saw Mary … Continue reading

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God Bless My Sister

April 12, 2012 My sister, Ann who was also my business partner came to town this day. I was so excited to have her here and talk about what’s going on in my head. She has been such a blessing … Continue reading

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