Category Archives: Stream of Consciousness

Options. You Have Them.

5/23/12  In today’s meditation I was rushed as I don’t want to miss yoga with my favorite instructor. I had stayed longer than I thought with my chiropractor this morning. I had an adjustment as expected. My mind has been wandering all … Continue reading

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Time to Let it Flow – Stream of Consciousness 5/18/12

I’ve been having an internal dialog within about being good enough. Loving myself beyond belief. It’s all ok. This is the universe. Ebb and flow and a time for me to flow. All is ok. I’ll be right here to … Continue reading

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Imagine All of Us Speaking Our Truths – Stream of Consciousness 5/17/12

During the meditation I found the need to focus on my breath. So I just breathed. I wanted bigger breaths. I still feel confined. I know my yoga instructor can help but first I must unblock and open up. After … Continue reading

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Who Should Help Me with Me? Stream of Consciousness 5/16/12

My heart started hurting at the beginning of the meditation. During it, it just opened up and filled with the entire universe. It kept expanding further and further. I just love everything and every being. I was so thankful I … Continue reading

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Finding Me – Stream of Consciousness 5/15/12

I think coffee has affected my meditation. My mind was all over and difficulty concentrating. But I did have a sensation of wanting to go deeper in, instead of flying. I’m still trying to figure ME out. Is this life deeper … Continue reading

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The Mind Being Stuck Is Allowed – Stream of Consciousness – 5/13/12

It’s funny today’s meditation was nothing specific, just lots of people popping in. A life coach I was thinking of talking to. The woman that helped him promote his movie. Then I started wondering why she was no longer involved in it … Continue reading

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Sit Back and Enjoy the Ride – Stream of Consciousness – 5/10/12

Whoooo eeeee! I started playing my coronet (trumpet) as suggested. It brought me back to walking on stage at concerts when I was younger and how much I loved that. I remember being so proud to have Mom and Dad … Continue reading

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Love. Passion. Letting Go and Being Me – Stream of Consciousness – 5/9/12

Whew! My eyes are wobbly. My meditation was me trying to get out of clutches of people grabbing at my arms and legs while I was trying desperately to break away so I could go up to see what was … Continue reading

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Fun Beyond Your Wildest Dreams – Stream of Consciousness – 5/8/12

A neat meditation with me as a spiritual being with body standing, arms out-stretched with entire body as a blue light. Being filled up with sensation of ok “now you’re set”. There were other beings there – like a ritual … Continue reading

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Stream of Consciousness – 4/23/2012

Stream of consciousness 4/23/2012 I’m so grateful for all the guidance and the time that I’m able to spend finding what I’m looking for. I have more and more of a desire to find my voice and start sharing it … Continue reading

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