Category Archives: Meditation

It’s Time For the Truth

2/3/2015 …to live as the true, authentic me. It’s been a few years of discovering what that truly means. It was a lot of hard work, pain, confusion and lots of tears to get to this place of complete peace. … Continue reading

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What Is THIS About Universe?

6/17/12  It was Father’s Day and was going to prove to be the start to another life changer for this woman. My sister Ann and her partner had asked me to go to a meditation with them that morning. I … Continue reading

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It’s Not What You Do But Who You Are

6/15/12  Today was a day I will never forget as long as I live. Two life changing events were about to happen. I had my appointment with my healer today and it was huge, life changing to be exact. I … Continue reading

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The Questions Go Round and Round

6/7/12   I’m having a hard time writing my screenplay, “I’m Coming Out. The Truth Hurts”. When it comes time to actually write it down on a piece of paper, I keep doubting whether I’m gay or not. After my visit … Continue reading

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She Was My Biggest Rejection

5/30/12  My eyes are foggy today. My meditation felt too grounded; I just wanted to fly. I felt stuck and it was a very negative stuck. Something was forcing me down. I can’t keep my mind off Mary. I need it … Continue reading

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It Made Me Wonder

5/29/12  I have to apologize to my readers out there. What follows are three totally separate thoughts about things that happened this day. First, I had the strangest dream and felt the need to write it down. I dreamt that … Continue reading

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Shout It Out – You’re Gay!

5/25/12  I’ve been trying to get clarity. Craving it. My emotions and thoughts are all across the board. Do I really want to give up my whole life for a “what if”? I’ve put so much weight on this thing … Continue reading

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I Can See Clearly Now

5/24/12  Today was my first appointment with my healer since breaking down in April and telling her everything going on with me and my sexuality. Today I told her of my car battery dying two different times in the last … Continue reading

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Options. You Have Them.

5/23/12  In today’s meditation I was rushed as I don’t want to miss yoga with my favorite instructor. I had stayed longer than I thought with my chiropractor this morning. I had an adjustment as expected. My mind has been wandering all … Continue reading

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Being Open – Stream of Consciousness 5/21/12

Oops I just realized I never published this one from 5/21/12. 5/21/12  I did the meditation in the afternoon so I was a bit tired. But it was good since my mind was relaxed and I wasn’t trying to control … Continue reading

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