Although I no longer have the actual letter I had written, here are the basics of what I said back on 5/18/12:
I’ve written you this letter 1,000 different times with 1,000 different messages. This time I finally felt the need to actually write it down and am in a much better space to do so.
As you know I’ve been dealing with my share of issues and you are a big part of those. I have been asking myself what YOU represented to me and recently it was finally revealed to me. You were “Love. Passion. Letting go and being me.” For that, I am so thankful.
You had recently asked me if I ever figure out how to have a good relationship to share it. Although I’m no expert by ANY means, I have learned a few things recently. There are some great books that I have found helpful and I would love to share with you:
. Live Your Dash ~by Linda Ellis
. Thought Revolution: How to Unlock Your Inner Genius ~by William Donius
. The Alchemist ~by Paulo Coelho
. The Happiness Project ~Gretchen Rubin
. Eat, Pray, Love ~by Elizabeth Gilbert
I do hope these will help with your search. I thank you for all you have given me and I wish you well.
Your friend, Susan
In keeping with my craziness, of course I do NOT send the letter.