Monthly Archives: July 2012

Stream of Consciousness 4/10/2012

It is hard to meditate today. I’m stuck in my head. So many thoughts swimming around. Still lots of questions. Is it true it’s my way of not feeling? I felt on my way home from dropping Alex off at school this … Continue reading

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Put A Little Love In Your Heart Stream of Consciousness 4/6/2012

I just bawled during the whole meditation. Huge release/relief. Started when activating my heart chakra and Jade came to mind. What an incredible person and so giving of herself. I’m bawling again thinking about her and yesterday’s discussion. She’s an amazing … Continue reading

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Telling the First Person

April 5, 2012 I am meeting with a coach I’ve worked with in the past, Jade, at a local coffee shop. We had set the meeting up weeks before and were to talk about how to discover what “I want … Continue reading

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Stream of Consciousness 4/5/12

Happy Birthday to Me! What’s today about? My contacts are all fuzzy and I can’t see. All the noise at the house is making it tough to meditate. There are too many distractions. Are they my excuses? Did I create … Continue reading

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Stream of Consciousness 4/4/12

What is today about? Getting back to spirit. I had stopped remembering Houston and being “addicted” to meditating. Will I be doing something with spirituality? Pranic, craneosacral, something else? Alex is very spiritual and I want to nurture that. Should I … Continue reading

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Stream of Consciousness 4/3/12

This is my stream of consciousness writing from 4/3/12 after a meditation. Something big is about to happen. Lots of questions. Why ALL now? Is it midlife crisis? Is it normal? Is it a need to feel loved? Appreciated? Is … Continue reading

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Fountain

I’ve been very contemplative lately and it seems fountains make me more so.

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The Journey All Started…

How do you really know when an awakening really starts? For me it was pretty clear. I had sold my business that was consuming my consciousness. It wasn’t until I was completely out of the business that I allowed myself to … Continue reading

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You Want to Finish the Basement Now During My Awakening? Really?!

In the middle of March 2012 my husband mentioned he wanted to finish the basement with a play room for Alex, an office for him and a media room. I was not prepared for this as I was still dealing … Continue reading

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What Is Happening to Me?!? 3/31/12

March 31, 2012 I had every mother’s dream come true…a night ALONE. My husband was taking my 5 year old for a last minute camp out at the farm with another father and son. So I had big plans of … Continue reading

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